Why is it that some things seem so right in the moment, but later you think to yourself, “How the hell did that happen”? Living in the moment has it’s upside. It can be fun to be spontaneous and carefree at times. However, in the heat of the moment some people make choices they really live to regret. A lot of the time I have students come into my office who are upset about cheating on their boyfriend or girlfriend in a moment of anger. Why is it so easy to seek comfort from someone else even though you know you’ll probably regret it later?
Our emotions have a lot to do with why we act certain ways at different times. If you have been in a relationship for more than a few weeks you know that it isn’t always always perfect. It is normal to have disagreements and not always get along with the one you love. You will have moments of anger and disappointment with the relationship and with one another. It is in these moments of anger that you can easily veer off track. The temptation to turn to someone else can be very alluring when you are angry or frustrated with your boyfriend or girlfriend. Then, it’s only one more step before you’re doing something impulsive that can alter the course of your relationship if it ever became known to your partner.
Sometimes people don’t necessarily have sex with someone else in that impulsive moment, but they may have texted some things they now regret or said something to someone else that would be seen as a betrayal to their partner. If you are feeling angry or upset it is very easy to convince yourself that you deserve to have this little bit of comfort, or that your partner deserves to hurt like you’re hurting. You can justify any action in the moment. It is only later when you feel calm or less angry that you may regret the action you took. When the dust settles and your anger goes away then the love for your current partner comes back. This can make you feel very selfish and guilty for cheating either emotionally or physically while you were angry.
It is easy to forget that angry or frustrating moments pass. Anger usually fades with a little time and perspective. You wake up the next day and decide you still really love your partner and want to stay with them. What do you do now? Do you tell them about your momentary mental lapse in judgment? Do you let it slide and pretend it never happened? I can not answer this question for you. I can tell you that you take a risk if you don’t say anything because it may come out to your partner anyway. I can assure you being caught in a lie is definitely worse than coming clean. Although, either way, your relationship will never be the same again. Only you know what decision you can live with in this circumstance. Of course from the outside, it would be easy for me to say be honest, but I’m well aware that it doesn’t always make everything okay in the end.
The one answer I can give you is this…What is done is done. You can’t go back and change it. We all make mistakes we have to learn from and forgive ourselves for. The brain is just looking to make things fair. If we’ve been hurt it is easy to justify hurting someone back. The biggest thing to remember is that life isn’t fair and hurting someone else doesn’t usually take our own hurt away. Anger is a gift that keeps on giving and usually ends up biting you back in the end.
It is better to deal with your anger in other ways that won’t hurt you or someone else. If you can remember that your anger will pass if you give yourself some time, you can do things during that time to help you process your anger. Some people like to write and use their blog or journal to vent. Other people need physical exercise to work out their feelings. You can run, walk, lift weights, do yoga, or play your favorite sport. Sometimes just taking a nap or going to bed for the night will help you feel better. You may wake up and feel a lot better. You can also watch tv, play with a pet, or engage in a favorite hobby. Whatever you do, find something you enjoy and will get your mind off of your anger for a little while. There are a lot of healthier ways to deal with your feelings rather than turning to someone else. Once you’ve dealt with your feelings, you can think through what you want to do about your relationship. Is there something you need to discuss or do you need to work on letting something go? The answer is usually more logical when you wait for your feelings to calm down.
I also suggest talking to one person of the same sex who you really trust if you are having problems in your relationship. Or talk to a counselor if there isn’t anyone you can trust. I don’t recommend talking about your relationship with everyone you know when you’re angry because you don’t want to poison others against your partner. It will be easier for you to forgive your boyfriend or girlfriend than for your friends or family to do the same. Sometimes your anger won’t resolve itself. At that time you may need to decide to leave the relationship, even though it may seem easier to turn to someone else and cheat. However, most of the time, anger is temporary. In those times, it may seem innocent at first to reach out to talk to a friend of the opposite sex. Just remember that boundaries can be crossed really easily when you’re angry at your current partner. It is too easy to want to be comforted or wanted by this person who is “listening” to you. It seems like a good idea in the moment, but you may end up really regretting not waiting to see how you feel once your anger fades. Deal with your feelings before making any decisions that may have a huge impact on the fate of your relationship. It can be thrilling to live in the heat of the moment, but sometimes it can burn you so badly that you don’t recover.